if youre reading this, then you have found my secret page. no one else in this company hopefully wouldn't see this, so for now, im safe to share what we know. if you don't know, i'm ---, i'm in the cr4p puzzle foundation team, along with four other participants. if you're wondering, i'm "four", or 666f7572. (it translates to "four," if anyone's out of the decoding scene.)

the secrecy is due to the fact that the executives in the company don't want anyone to say anything negative about anything. y'know, forced positivity, and all that. due of that, we had to hide our convos in a separate chat. hoping they wouldn't find it. thankfully, it has yet to be found, and i hope it stay that way. it could cost us our jobs, and our only way to gain info about this company, and the inevitable end of this world. there's a lot to go through, but to save time, the company lied to us multiple times, from petty things, to others being outright serious, and the possibility of the executives, and other higher-ups knowing about it, and was planning on saving themselves. they knew this whole time, and was waiting for us to die.

as of now, i have yet to hear from any of them, and the plan itself. we don't know if they were successful, or not in their plan. regardless, i hope they have a special spot in hell, where they'll rot for however long they can last for. im disgusted that they're usually in the same space we are also in. i hate them so much, and i can't believe i even lasted this far in this, because of them. hopefully, they're already gone by the time i'm writing this.

as i'm currently writing this, i'm heavily burnt, i lost vision in one eye, and my body hurts. i can feel my skin burning, ripping itself apart. it wishes to rip itself away from my prison; something i had no control of. i'm scared, i'm angry, and i'm numb as all hell. i feel as if this was the point this whole time, and i swear, it's doing them wonders. this world isn't the same anymore. it used to be populated, full of people that cared enough to live. even if loads of people here didn't live through happy lives, there wasn't a point in ending it all, but now, what's the point in actually living now? other than the team i was paired with, i have no one else. my family's gone. everything i loved, and cherished is now gone without a trace. it's just me. please, if anyone is out there, please help us. i just want to be happy again. i want to LIVE.

are you even real?